smile, it wont last forever

i hate feeling like im not making any progress, i hate the mirror, but i kno it wont last forever, as long as i be a good girl, then the numbers will go down, weight, inches, sizes. i kno its worth it, i can do this, im optimistic at the moment as im sitting here knowing that my body has only had 530 cals today and i only have a small buffet dinner to go, as i sip my 5 cal raspberry and cranberry spring water, looking at thinspo sites, and beleiving in my self. i can do this, i will do this, and i must always remember that yes it may be 'only 100 calories' but it all adds up!!!